Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tomorrow and tomorrow and a few days after that...

I have an appointment with Mary tomorrow, to try and get a letter for hormones.

I'm rather scared.

Add to that the one or two days a week for the last week and a half I seem to be having excessive thirst all day that water won't do anything for, and you have a very scared boy here.

I'll have to ask the doc to check me out for diabetes while I'm there. Luckily he also happens to be a diabetes specialist. Look how eagerly I give up sugar right now. I must be taking this fairly seriously. And "I'm sure you don't have diabetes" isn't helping much; let me act as if I do so I don't die just in case. I really really don't want to believe I have diabetes, so don't encourage that tendency in me. The hamburger, however, didn't kill me, so thanks for that.

Add to that the thesis which is consuming my life and yet not getting done and you have a truly terrified boy here, one liable to snap at people. So forgive me if I snap.

1 Comments:

At 1:30 PM, Blogger innocentwater said...

Hugs can't hurt. *hug!*

And it's okay if you snap a little. You're under a lot of pressure and always running around and getting things done. You have a lot to think about.

Sometimes I find, if I'm working on a tough project, I get completely drained of everything and scared that I won't get it done. And maybe this wouldn't work for you, but I find it helps if I go out to lunch with mom for a little. Sometimes, even though it eats up time, a chance to unwind and relax can rejunvenate me.

Perhaps you have something you enjoy that you can do to unwind? Your friends are here. *hug*

 

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